It was one fine morning when the sun shining brightly, after days of endless rain and cold weather. And it was me trying hard dealing with my roller coaster mood. I already had my period this month, so I guess it wasn’t because of the premenstrual syndrome and I just had no clue of why I was being cranky and spilled out nonsense words at all things.
The level of my crankiness was getting worse as I found myself crying sadly over a simple things. It took almost half of my morning hours until I spoke to you, and I had no idea of how could you easily made stop crying. I am sure it wasn’t because of you calming me down with a sugar-coating words. I knew as well that whatever you have said, it wasn’t intended to please me.
I guess, it was because of the frank yet honest statement you’ve said that made me see everything clearly, and simpler, and in the end I found out that all of your statements was right. And I just stopped crying afterwards.
“I’m selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can’t handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don’t deserve me at my best.”
― Marilyn Monroe
During the times we have spent, you have proven yourself to be the one who can handle me at my worst, and I am sure as hell that you deserve me at my best.
Thank you, dear :*